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You won’t be the pillar that I need,
You won’t be the strength I need,
You won’t be there calming nerves,
It’s high time I start to live with that.

When nervous, learn to soothe myself,
When angry, learn to stem the tide,
When sad, learn to cheer up myself,
It’s high time I start to live with that.

You don’t know but I feel miserable,
You don’t know but I feel all alone,
You don’t know, I am confident no more,
It’s high time I start to live with that.

I long for cushion from scorching sun,
I long to be saved from incessant rain,
Have to fight alone from the dark of night,
It’s high time I start to live with that.

I have always cared for you my love,
I have always tried to preempt your need,
Needs maybe I will never be able to meet,
It’s high time I start to live with that.

It’s not that you mean me some bad,
It’s not that you want to make me sad,
You have your own struggle, own fight,
It’s high time I start to live with that.

I always wanted to do the right thing,
How I ended up on the wrong side,
Maybe my sins catching up with me,
It’s high time I start to live with that.